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In Every Breath, A Vow

In the quiet of a dream, or the chaos of the day, There’s a rhythm in my heart that only speaks your name. I used to seek the world, I used to chase the light, But then you stole the stars and brought the morning to my night. I’m lost within your silence, I’m captured by your word, The sweetest song of love that I have ever heard. In every fleeting thought, in every glance I steal, You’re the only thing that’s true, the only thing I feel.  They say to lose is sorrow, but I’ve found a different grace, To surrender to this feeling is a win I can’t replace. If Heaven leaned down low and asked for one desire, I’d tell them I have everything—you’re the water and the fire. By the golden sun above, by the silver of the moon, By the river’s ancient song, I’ll be coming for you soon. I swear it by the earth, I swear it by my soul, Without you I am broken, with you I am whole. In my dreams, in my mind, in the very air I see, You are the pulse of life, the only world for me. Now that we are o...
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Give Me Strength, O Jagannath

 Give Me Strength, O Jagannath I don't ask for an easy road, Jagannath, only the strength to walk it straight — that my faith in You may never bend, never break beneath the weight. Let me choose the harder right over the easier wrong, and if I ever start to drift, Lord of the Universe, pull me back before too long. Lift the fog of my unknowing, let Your wisdom find its way in. Keep me far from every darkness that could lead me into sin. Whatever life You choose to give me, let it be a good one, clean and true — I ask for no one's ruin, no grudge I'm holding onto. I stop asking what I've gathered, what is mine to keep, to hold — let me ask instead what I have given, what my open hands let go. Let joy be something I hand out freely, till the world feels less like a fight, and every life I've ever touched remembers I brought a little light. Wash me in Your mercy, Madhava, let it reach the hidden, unclean parts — the corners I don't speak of, the quiet wounds inside...

The Soul of Your Song: "You Are My Everything"

You are the rhythm, the beat in my chest, In the chaos of life, you’re my only rest. With you by my side, every moment feels bright, Without you, my world loses all of its light. You’re not just a want, you’re the air that I need, The most precious flower grown from love’s seed. It isn't hate, for I could never let go, Life without you is a path I don’t want to know. When I look at your face, my heart starts to chime, A whisper that says, "You’re mine for all time." Before I met you, I was lost in the gray, Just drifting along, through a colorless day. But you taught me what "love" was meant to be, A journey of two, a world made for "we." Now the sun rises high with a promise so new, Every morning is magic, because it starts with you. I wait for your shadow, I count every breath, A devotion so deep, it could challenge even death. Like a night with no moon, or a song with no theme, My life is a ghost without you in my dream. Your name is the echo in eve...

THE BEAUTIFUL VOID

The gala glows with amber light and grace, Yet all I see is one forgotten face. The world is young, a vibrant, grand design, But void of soul since you are no longer mine. The music swells, the silver lanterns shine, But life is dust without your hand in mine. Return to crush the fragments of my soul, Make grief my crown and agony my goal. O cruelest love, come shatter me once more, And leave me bleeding on this lonely floor. I beg for wounds, for one more sharp caress, To feel your touch within this emptiness. For in my sight, your ghost is etched in fire— A gorgeous ache, a funeral for desire. My frantic eyes, like beggars in the street, Seek out your shadow in the dust and heat. They wander lost through every crowded hall, To find a ghost that isn't there at all. A thousand faces pass, a thousand lies, But none can meet the hunger in my eyes. I claim to breathe, I claim to move and be, But Life itself has turned its back on me. My pulse is but a clock that’s lost its chime, A ho...

Your thoughts

The world may bloom in colors bright and rare, But without your soul, there’s nothing but the air. Though laughter rings and golden lights may shine, Existence fades if your hand isn't mine. Come back to ruin me, to break what’s left apart, And plant your thorns within my hollow heart. I crave the sting, I beg for one more scar, To feel your touch, no matter who you are. For in my sight, your phantom beauty stays, A lovely grief that haunts my lonely days. Though joy may dance and beauty may remain, Without your soul, the world is only pain. In every crowd, in every hollow space, These maddened eyes are searching for your trace. They wander wild, they seek what isn’t there, Chasing a ghost through cold and bitter air. My pulse goes on, a rhythm sharp and thin, But where is the life that used to beat within? My heart still thuds, a heavy, leaden beat, But "Life" has walked away on silent feet. The world is draped in gold and velvet light, Yet I am drowning in a timeless ni...

Happiness Is Now

Someday Never Smiled At Me One day I realized that many of my most joyful moments weren't stolen by sorrow. They were surrendered to someday. I said I'd laugh more — later. Dance in the rain — later. Say "I love you" — later. And without noticing, my later turned into silence, then into regret. My joy didn't wait for me. My smiles didn't postpone themselves. My gratitude didn't reschedule. My happiness quietly left while I was busy planning to be happy. ✨ And suddenly, what felt boundless and forever mine — was gone. Because life didn't take my happiness all at once. More often, I lost it slowly — by assuming joy would always be waiting — just a little further ahead. The happiest moment I will ever have is not tomorrow. It was never tomorrow. It is right now. Breathing. Present. Alive. So today — I choose to smile, not when things are perfect. I choose to be grateful today — not when more arrives. I choose to spread warmth today — not when I feel more ...

Heaven Knows

 Heaven knows, oh the Heavens know, The depth of love my spirit shows. Only the Divine can truly see, How much my heart belongs to thee. Yes, Heaven knows, only Heaven knows, How deep this sacred silver flows. A world without you holds no breath, This fever of love is life and death. I’m caught in a grace I can’t explain, A beautiful ache, a holy pain. In every whisper, in every plea, I ask the stars to bring you to me. For Heaven knows, oh the Heavens know, The depth of love my spirit shows. Oh, those eyes... those haunting eyes, They stole the peace from beneath my skies. In their depths, the stars align, The whole wide world begins to shine. Oh, those eyes... those velvet eyes, Where my entire universe lies. How does love ignite its fire? How do colors bloom from desire? I find the answers when I gaze at you. What is the secret of the moon’s soft glow? How do the tides of the spirit flow? I see it all in your eyes of dew. I lose the track of day and night, Bathed in your shadow,...